stupefyingeffect

2009-07-18T19:28:00.003+08:00

I HAVE MOVED, AGAIN. -_-;;;;;

EDIT: AND AGAIN..... ~_~

2009-07-18T16:33:00.002+08:00

OK SO I DEACTIVATED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT AND MOVED BACK TO BLOGGER. HAHA?

AND DO EXPECT MORE BECAUSE I WILL WRITE MORE FROM NOW ON. :)

OH BTW, PEOPLE IN TAGBOARD, SI GUEST AND SI HEEE, THANKS FOR LEAVING YOUR TAGS. ALTHOUGH AKU MASIH TERTANYA-TANYA SIAPA SI HEEE ATU. :) :)

LAYERRRR (LATERRR! XD) PEOPLE!

Blupblupblup.

2009-05-26T19:00:00.003+08:00

OK. DON'T BOTHER CHECKING FOR UPDATES ANYMORE.

BECAUSE I AM ALL OVER FB. ;)

VERY BELATED, PRESENT AND VERY ADVANCED.

2009-05-17T01:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY

28/04

SYAZWANA YAKOP

06/05

AZRI YAHYA

11/05

WALIY

14/05

HANISAH HJ AZMI

FAKHRI

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

16/05

SALWANA DAHLAN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TODAY

AINUL YAAKOP

HAPPY VERY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY

19/05

KAKA ZURAH

Sorry ah inda teupload gambar lagi, kalat mata kan mem-browse folder-folder ah.

And sorry y'll kalau inda te-greet lagi. Aku ani andangnya ni kebiasaan membari garam ati. Plus kalau-kalau ada birthday-birthday orang yang terlupa disebut, harap-harap dimaafkan. :)

Over and out. ;)

cheapskate

2009-05-12T00:17:00.003+08:00

NOTE TO SELF: NEVER, EVER, EVER, EVER BUY/RELY ON CHEAP STUFFS UNLESS YOU ARE VERY DESPERATE. -,-

MY PAVVY!

2009-05-11T01:37:00.005+08:00

TSK TSK. T_T

I am formatting my Pavvy. GOD, SINCE WHEN DID I START NAMING MY BELONGINGS? This so-called Pavvy is my HP Pavilion laptop. Cliche, I know but I really am not good with naming things; like for instance, I have this kitten plushy - well someone gave it to me and I am very reluctant to type out his name, for my own sake - that kitten, I have been keeping it for more than 3 years now and I still call it, merely... "kitten" or if my neffy asks... "meow bungsu". -_-;; I hope my future children names will not be as lame at that. >.<

FOOTBALL. Manchester United VS. Manchester City was on at 8.25 PM. 2-0. PERSONALLY, I like ROONEY but it would be a lie if I didn't mention RONALDO at all. I LOVEEE RONALDO, WHO DOESN'T. Jangantah ke Real Madrid bah. TEVEZ and PARK was not bad too. Others still did not catch my attention. I know EVRA and O'SHEA and GIGGS. AND AKU BARU TAU THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN FREE KICKS AND PENALTIES. -_-;; AND PROFESSIONAL FOULS. Well actually they don't call it professional fouls, I think that was just my dad's way of calling a foul being faked PROFESSIONALLY. :D For example, Ronaldo's, I think during VS. Tottensham, I don't remember BUT what I remember was HE GOT A PENALTY KICK FOR THAT AND SCORED. HAAAAAAHA.

But if I'm wrong about all that then forgive me because I am still new at this. :) BUT IT IS REALLY GOOD TO WATCH FOOTBALL MATCHES WITH MY DAD, and I rather watch football with him than drag him to watch romance movies with me. ~_~;;

PHOTOGRAPHY. Especially to si YASIR: awuu, aku paham udah about the motor thing. -.- Sheesh, banartah aku tau SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT but never really care to learn about the gadget - in this case, its dSLR camera. So far I have only try to 'play' with the mechanisms; you know, shutter and such. GAH, aku miss my passionate love for my NIKON. Sabar saja tah. Lapas PAVVY ku kana format, I will be back for more. ;)

NOVELS. I haven't start reading anything YET since my last post of NOVELS, plus PAVVY ku kena format. NOTE: AKU READ THE E-BOOKS.

Last but not the least, I am glad Fatin Nadirah left a tag arah tagboard ku or else I'd never know that an old friend still remembers me. :) :) She is afterall my old friend from SRAP: Sekolah Rendah Amar Pahlawan. Same goes to si Qils/Aqilah Rahman. (giggle) My memory of Qils was wayy back to Sek. Ugama Amar Pahlawan. She knows that, I think. About that OLD CRUSH OF YOURS QILS. NGEEEEEE. :D :D Back to Fatin, she was my classmate but inda ku ingat dari darjah berapa but we both were in 6B. I didn't think I was that close to you, was I? Because I was ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS with Rafidah, Amirah and Nabeelah. I wonder how's Fid doing?... D': I am so stupid for not keeping in contact with her. She was my very very best childhood friend. Kalau Amirah, last I met her was few years ago, and it was during my birthday! I even invited her to dinner together that day. :) I wonder if she still remembers that. Last I saw Fid about few years back too, arah Ideal and she was having lunch with her family. :)

Since Fatin have mentioned it at her blog: I AM SERIOUSLY IN FOR THE 6B REUNION THING. I MISS TOO MUCH OF THE GOOD OLD DAYS. Just a suggestion though, why not the entire Darjah 6 Year 2001 batch? Well since si Qils is from 6A and I am still in contact with Liyana from 6A, Aisyah and Ani jua and I also know some people from MD were from SRAP. Plus si Amin and Khafid are still in the neighbourhood. :) I am really curious to know what have they been doing up until now.

I MISS MY 12-YEAR OLD SELF. D': AND I AM SO GONNA DIG MORE SRAP PHOTOS FROM MY BOXES.

CODED.

2009-05-04T11:46:00.003+08:00

I've been busy HELPING my sister do her DREAMWEAVER-RELATED assignment and also updating my brother-in-law's website's layout.

AND WAS PAID. :)

AND AND I missed many football matches. D':

AND AND AND I want Zinger Tower. D':

True, true.

2009-04-29T13:54:00.004+08:00

Sense and Sensibility was... OMG.

I kinda went !@#$% WTHWTHWTH !@#$% in the middle but in the end, its all good. Not expected but good I guess. I kinda feel ...weird? in some way because I think that Brandon should be better off with Elinor and Edward with Marianne. o.o;; OH WELL. I should just read the book first before making any judgements. I thought that Wiloughby guy was like that Wickham guy from Pride and Prejudice but who knows that in the end, he actually really loved Marianne. Again. Money, money, money. Reputation, reputation, reputation. GAH, WHOCARES! Look at Darcy, the hell he cares, right? My beloved Mr. Darcy? :3

Sense and Sensibilty was on at 6.45 PM yesterday. I almost missed it. I was watching it with my dad. Note to self: don't watch classic romance movies with bapa. -.- Then JANE AUSTEN BOOK CLUB was up after that. This one was refreshing. It makes me geekily wanna have a book club or join one. Jane Austen anyone? Or perhaps TWILIGHT? Since I am finished with 4 of the SAGAs. :D After watching the movie, it really makes me want to read all Jane Austen books. Karang tah kali aku start.

Yesterday morning I went out with my parents, INITIALLY with a desire to buy new eyemake-ups; eyeshadow, eyeliner and mascara. I don't really care about eyebrows right now. So yes, that was my ULTIMATE OBJECTIVE for that morning. SEKALINYA... I bought DVDs pulang. o.o; I couldn't resist Vampire Knight OKAY. It has been on my list for ages. Kesian aku ah. I bought VK, VK Guilty and Special A (Part 1). Like wth, PART 1 SAJA AKU BALI?! Yatah bari malas wah beparts ani. I don't like to go there again and search for the 2nd part. Grhh. I didn't bother to search for Skip Beat! because ITS NOT FINISHED YET. Cuatah jangan beseason-season ani. I am tired of waiting. Speaking of the devil, I wonder if there are updates on Skip Beat! manga for the past week? :\

And one last thing before I go:

UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE SEMIFINALS:
MANCHESTER UNITED VS. ARSENAL TONIGHT! :D

Siapa sangka.

2009-04-27T20:09:00.003+08:00

WOW. FINALLY A MALAY HEADING. LOL.

I checked all the headings/post titles for the past 2 years plus and all of them are in english! But this isn't about the headings at all. This is about football. o.o Yes, siapa sangka aku lihat bola sepak. Premier League to be exact. o.o

I told myself over and over again:

IF I am going to fly off to UK this year, I really would want to watch the DPMMFC football matches AT LEAST ONCE, WITH MY FRIENDS, before I go.

Balum tah sampai-sampainya hajat ku ah. All my friends are either not here in Brunei/Muara and/or busy. They work and get paid while I bust my ass for sitting too long in front of the TV, watching kdramas and CH554/5, and lately, watching Premier League with my dad. Want to know which FC are we rooting for? If I tell, kena blacklisted karang oleh orang Liverpool. :D NGEEEEEEE. 5-2 with Tottenham baby! Come on, thats not just luck! :p Sorry but I don't speak, read and play football but I get excited to watch them live (on TV). :) Thats my another wish I guess, that I will watch them live in a stadium.

Whats up with CH555? Did you guys followed the CHINA EMPIRES series few weeks ago? Well, I did. From the Terracotta armies to The Last Emperor: Puyi; that also includes The Great Wall of China and The Forbidden City. Pity that I didn't get to watch The Seize of Beijing and The Rebellion thing.

Watch the show programmes for CH555 here.

No wonder Chinese people are always brilliant; they have brilliant ancestors. :)

Book worm restored?

2009-04-27T17:45:00.006+08:00

HAAH. YES.

I have been reading BOOK(S) alot lately. Novels, romance novels to be exact. (giggle) Yes, deep inside I am a romantic person. (blush)

ROFL.

Awu wah, whocares about the fact that I am romantic. GOD, I am that girly afterall rupanya. OKAY STOP.

JANE AUSTEN. Famous isn't she? To English Literature students at least. No, I haven't read her books YET but I LOVE THE MOVIE ADAPTATIONS OF HER WORKS. I first watched Pride and Prejudice at HBO, last year I think and since then I have been searching for the DVD. I only get the DVD on request. Then sometime months ago, I came across with Becoming Jane; I think you can call it 'her love life movie biography'. AKU SUKA JAMES MCAVOY. :) And I have yet to request a DVD for it.

Then tomorrow. TOMORROW! I really didn't know that Sense and Sensibility was already adapted into a movie jua. >_< Tomorrow Jane Austen Book Club and Sense and Sensibility are playing on HBO. I better check the movie programme on what time is it on.

Waait, apakan aku ah, cakap 'Book worm restored' but been talking about movies all along. Booohoo.

Well, to be fair, I shall list down all the novels that I have read for the past 2 months:

TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 1: Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 2: New Moon by Stephenie Meyer
TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 3: Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer
TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 4: Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer
Can you keep a secret? by Sophie Kinsella

And I am still on few pages on these novels:

TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 5: Midnight Sun by Stephenie Meyer (Comment: it is a partial draft so didn't bother to finish it in one go; so far I love it because its basically from Edward's view)
BOOK 1: Confession of a Shophoholic by Sophie Kinsella
Gossip Girl by Cecily von Ziegesar (Comment: too much scandal)
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen (Comment: still have not gotten used to the literature style)

And some pending novels yet to be read:

The Undomestic Goddess by Sophie Kinsella
Remember Me? by Sophie Kinsella
BOOK 5: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix by J.K.Rowling
BOOK 6: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince by J.K.Rowling
BOOK 7: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K.Rowling
BOOK 2: Shophoholic goes to Manhattan by Sophie Kinsella
BOOK 3: Shophoholic Ties the Knot by Sophie Kinsella
BOOK 4: Shophoholic and Sister by Sophie Kinsella
BOOK 5: Shophoholic and Baby by Sophie Kinsella
Hating Valentine's Day by Allison Rushby (Comment: catchy sypnosis I guess)
The Devil Wears Prada by Lauren Weisberger
A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks (Comment: I might cry, saved it for the second last)
P.S I LOVE YOU by Cecelia Ahern (Comment: again, I might cry A LOT I think thats why I saved it for the last)

And I want to re-read these novels:

BOOK 1: Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone by J.K.Rowling
BOOK 2: Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets by J.K.Rowling
BOOK 3: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban by J.K.Rowling
BOOK 4: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by J.K.Rowling

And if I got extra extra time, I would want to read these novels:

The entire series of The Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket:

BOOK 1: The Bad Beginning
BOOK 2: The Reptile Room
BOOK 3: The Wide Window
BOOK 4: The Miserable Mill
BOOK 5: The Austere Academy
BOOK 6: The Ersatz Elevator
BOOK 7: The Vile Village
BOOK 8: The Hostile Hospital
BOOK 9: The Carnivorous Carnival
BOOK 10: The Slippery Slope
BOOK 11: The Grim Grotto
BOOK 12: The Penultimate Peril
BOOK 13: The End

And the whole series of The Lord of the Rings by J.R.R Tolkien:

BOOK 1: The Fellowship of the Ring
BOOK 2: The Two Towers
BOOK 3: The Return of the King

So any other recommendations? :D

If you are curious, I do not buy the novels, I download their e-books here and if you may, MAKE USE OF THE POWER OF GOOGLE. ;p But of course, I don't plan to stay cheap all the time by keeping rip-offs, I will buy the hardcovers someday when I can afford them and this only applies to the ones that are worth to buy. NGEEE :D :D

P/S: I would want a vampire lover. :3

STRRIIKKEEEEEEEE.

2009-04-25T01:54:00.005+08:00

Did I ever mention that I am such a TWILIGHT hardcore fan? o.o

Yush would laugh at me if he knows about this. He always said that Twilight is girly, not the type that I would be fangirling on. He also hates the fact that Twilight kind of denies the myths about vampires i.e. their image reflects on mirrors? or they glitters under sunlight? o.o Well I don't know about any of that in the first place anyways. NGEE. :D

It only started about a month ago though. My sister lend me her Twilight that one day. I wasn't expecting anything. Besides, people said that its boring. So anyways, yes, I admit it was too fast, the plot was very much lacking in details; I didn't know about it until I read the book. Yes, yes, I read the book. I finished it in 3 days. And finished the whole SAGA in 3 weeks. If that is not hardcore, I don't know what other verb should I use for it. PLUS I AM ON MIDNIGHT SUN! When most people barely gets through ECLIPSE. See. Majal.

My favourite scene from Twilight is the Baseball scene. One, because they look so vampire-ish and two, because of SUPER MASSIVE BLACK HOLE! :D :D The soundtrack goes with the scene.

The second movie of Twilight, NEW MOON, will be out on 20th November 2009. I can't wait to see the Volturi in action and Jacob's! There should be less of Edward in New Moon, that most of you who have read the book should know and expected.

Feel free to check out the updates on New Moon and its casts at NEW MOON MOVIE.

Hello. I am back.

2009-04-24T20:36:00.003+08:00

Oh, hello. I am back.

Yes, I am so back to blogging. So as you can see, my template is off the template rack and I guess I will not bother myself to change it for a while. I think I can live with it. I think.

I am updating my blogroll right now. Been missing a lot of stuff.

delighted...not.

2009-02-17T03:47:00.004+08:00

I think I have become one of those monthly blogger who care less about blogging their way out of boredom. NOT ANYMORE.

I am sewing, most of the time. And the rest of the time? Sulking my days off still ranting about the X. SIIGH. Who should I sue then? -.-'

I need more fabrics. More patterns. More polkadots. More colourful threads.

To have all that, I am sad to say, I need to have... money. Not more money. But Moooney. SIIGH. Why do I still rant about money when I know that I can make them? SIIGH. Lala, if you are reading this: LETS DO IT. THAT THING THAT YOU WANTED US TO DO. THAT THING THAT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH BODIES. AND VERY PHYSICAL.

O.O ...............

heee. :) Anyways, I should keep that down for now. I really start to reconsider the tutoring jobs that has been lingering in my mind for God knows how long. But confidence is not something that I always keep beside me. SIIGH. I just have a lot of expectations... but no efforts. SIIIIIGH. *echo* You should be ashamed of yourself *echo* -.-'

So I think this would be the last for this month. Lets procrastinate people. :)

P/S: I am attracting money like this:

I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money.
LETS ALL DO IT TOGETHER! :D :D

FTW

2009-02-06T11:33:00.002+08:00

FTW = FCUK THE 'WAIT'

-.- I really don't want to bitchtalk people as much as I can hold myself in but my inner thoughts insisted.

I mean it already happened. So I just wasted my saliva bitchtalked about that someone.

I think I have to let it go. Like what the wise man said "Ada hikmah tu di sebalik semua ani. Pecaya tah kau lai..." He really deserves his rank. :)

a turn off

2009-02-05T01:22:00.002+08:00

I was playing FFX just now and when it was the time to fight one of the 'bosses', TESTUCK TIA. Like I restarted the game, THREE FREAKING TIMES UDAH, and yet it stucked at the most crucial time! Malas tah ku ingau tu eh. Back online tah ku. I was up the whole day just playing PS2, which is very unusual of me. I usually feel dizzy after 20 minutes. Surprisingly, I could stand 5 hours in front of the HDTV and sat on the sofa without any symptoms of dizzyness. Hmm :\ ...Maybe I am just too stressed out. You think?

I have Bradford's prospectus beside me. Oh, and I did not go to Rizqun for the Study in UK tadi. I heard there is University of Birmingham. I texted Mumu minta ambilkan the prospectus. But he said "Duii batah ko memsg ah. Aku kesana udah tadi sama Amal, Nisah, Iq, Niffy and Yamin... [some text missing]..." Inda pulang missing, malas saja ku kan menaip. -.- So yeah, he didn't get Birmingham's for me. I want Birmingham or Cardiff or East Anglia. But I have not applied UCAS. I have not even finished my PS, YET. I am on third paragraph now. I wondered why am I this lazy?... Is it really because I haven't gotten my final result yet?... That must be it. The reason why I have been very moody for the past 3 days. My mysterious X.

And I quote...

"MY MYSTERIOUS X."

To tell you the truth: I kind of, I think, gotten THE offer since I heard from SOMEONE that I kind of, passed the interview and kind of being rejected because of something that I would refer to as 'one of God's trials', which is the thing that I am very clueless about, and still, something that was not intended to happen but happened in the very supposed-to-be-a-happy-happy end and was not, in any way, my fault, was the absolute fact that I gotten myself a super duper mysterious X for my Biology and/or a 'NO RESULT' in my Cambridge's Statement of Results, which I have no idea on why and how come that came about.

There. Clear enough? -.-'

I won't stop.

the cloister of trials

2009-02-04T23:49:00.004+08:00

HAHAHHAHAAHAHAH. Some knows what I meant by that. "The Cloister of Trials", Final Fantasy much? HAHAHAH. I am playing my FFX and FFX2, again. This is like the fourth time. Because I never get the ULTIMATE ENDINGS. :) :) And because I am very, very, verrry depressed. -_-!

I am reading the walkthroughs now. XP

P/S: IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT TO BEGIN WITH. o.o

Tagged

2009-02-02T23:15:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Amalish :)

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/ her.

Her first lomo is a HOLGA. :)
Her first semi DSLR is a LUMIX. :D
She is full of emotions.
She loves to read novels and tends to download them instead of buying. :D
She also loves to cook and bake.
She introduced me to Plurk and made me addicted to it. XD
She never finish Hotel626. :D :D :D So do I.
She is going to wear braces. How do I know? PLURK WORLD.
She wears contact lens.
She is older then me. HAAAH. :) :) :)

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/ herself

Seemed arrogant but not arrogant. :)
Ada org cakap aku selalu hyper di skulah. o.o
Inda suka kena puji walautah banar sekalipun pujian2 yang di beri. HAHA.
I don't like to hold grudges.
I rather left things unspoken rather than make a whole mess out of it.
Can't seem to overcome her bad habits. :\
th of November is her birth day.
Has an A+ blood group.
But is a Thalassemia, minor. :) So thats why I can't be a blood donor.
Wants to be a Physiotherapist a.k.a Tukang urut professional. HEEEE :D

At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

Everyone. ♥ ♥ ♥

GAKH.

2009-02-02T21:54:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAH
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

I can do this all day.

I remembered of this piece of 'luck charm' or an 'energy booster' that I have been keeping for more than 6 months now.

Its in the form of a letter and it says:

- Rank for July Test = 77/96.
- Zatil has not improved, her grade remains at D/E.
- February Test = 58% (D); April Test = 55% (E); July Test = 53% (E).
- Total number of classwork done = 22/25. Failed = 8.
- Total number of homework done = 66/67. Failed =39.
- The good news is that Zatil has not failed any of her tests. However, she has scored quite low marks for all three. Some of the test questions are quite straightforward but she still cannot answer them. From her exercises and test answers, it seems that she lacks the in depth knowledge for the topics concerned. She simply needs to study to get all her facts. The problems could possibly be that she tends to write rough notes on pieces of paper during lessons which she does not organize until I ask for everyone's file for checking. For the last file checking, hers was done very neatly and in order but it was very late. I do not see the reason to decorate and type out all the notes before handing it in. It's a waste of time. All I'm interested in is that she has all the materials and notes that I gave her in order and complete. Zatil needs the time for something more fruitful, revision. She is capable of doing better but has not shown her true potential this year. It is still not to late for her to start revising. Her weakest point seems to be essay writing as she tends to answer out of point. Possibly due to misinterpretation of question and unsure about her facts. So work on question interpretation also. Sometimes her explanation in structured questions is not good, other times it's on the dot. This depends on whether she knows her facts or not. Don't forget your calculations and data analysis for paper 5.

Sekian. Wassalam. (XD NADEDEH)

Everybody in the class gets a piece each, and its very effective. :) As you can see for yourself, I am among the top 20 FROM DOWN BELOW. Its not like I care. I really didn't care. I get a U for my first ever L6 MPR then constantly gotten myself straight Ds till the end of my L6. Basically I was a D student for quite a while then I dropped to an E student during my Upper 6 years. I am not proud of those years. But you see, I managed to get through. I really wonder how. My teacher said, I really have a really good luck all this time and my results are kaluk ones. :D True I guess.

OK so I lied. YOU DO HAVE TO GET YOUR BUTT OFF THE PLAYSTATIONS OR LAPTOPS TO GET THROUGH A LEVEL. SERIOUSLY. AND THIS THING, THEY CALL IT 'SACRIFICES'. >_<

I had my share so why don't you do yours? Yes I know life is unfair. Siigh. BUT ITS WORTH IT YOU KNOW. BUT OF COURSE, unless you are among those very gifted ones. -.- So no comment on that. You go ahead and play your RPGs. :)

I guess its because of the A Level results that I feel I want to entirely reminisce my college life. :)

the moment part 2

2009-02-02T01:01:00.003+08:00

OH. Hai.

Last Saturday, I went to my beloved school and gotten my Statement of Results. It really wasn't a dream. o.o

General Paper c
Biology NO RESULT
Chemistry B
Mathematics B

BIDA JUA TU 'NO RESULT' AH.

Patience. Patience. Patience. All I need now is patience. Fuuuuuh. OK. And so, I met many many many of my friends and aquaintances since morning and I misses them so much! I miss being in school. T.T tsk tsk tsk.

Zerah picked me up around 8 in the morning and we went straight to school and found out si Hanney was still waiting at the parking lot. At this time, si Jes sudah menunggu di atas. Alone. SORRY JES! -.-' I know I was the one who said that I'll come early. Zerah tu. HAHA its always Zerah who was at fault. Heeeeheeee. :D Then sejurus XD saja kami naik, sapa nah ku jumpa? SI AMALISH! Hahaha. Capi banar. What a coincidence. But really, there are 3 repeatative things that happens after I meet a friend:

Me: Apa kau dapat?
A Friend: ABCDEUabcdeu etcetra. Kau?
Me: I got an X for my Bio~~! *exaggerated face*
A Friend: HAAAH?! O.O?! / Cana plang bleh? o.o?! / *eyes blinked and bangang*

Then tejumpa tia si Jes! Hehe. Ia sama si Aqilah. Aqilah ani an aquaintance but actually shes from my Maths class. I never really talk to her. XD Then keatas kami mengambil Slip. Met Munir guy! Then tejumpa ShiouYiiiii! She aced hers! XD Envy ku eh anak atu. When I told her about my X, shes was like "Kabak2 ku eh for you" with a very serious face! XD I bet shes worried. Apatah lagi akuuu.. ja? Thenn thenn tejumpa someone! :) :)

Me: Ahh~~~~! Ko bedating sama boyfriend ku ahhh~!
*do the tangan thing of 'Ahh~~!'*
Her: *NERVOUS FACE*

HEHEHEE. I don't know whether its because of that or pasal her results that she looks very awkward around me. Don't worry. I am... cool? ~~With the fact that YOU WENT OUT WITH MY BOYFRIEND?????! HAHAHAHA.~~ Seriously, I don't mind. FUUFUUUFUUU! Awuu wahhhh, banar2 aku okayyy. Apakaaan aku ah.

Then we (Zerah, Hanney, Jes and I) went separate ways. Before that, I met si Aqilah, Muai and Nabila in front of the library and told about my X. They were like O.O? HUHUHU. Then tejumpa si Yasir lagi. Sama jua reactionnya. Haha. Wonder wheres si Mumu? THAT GUY KEEP ON TEXTING ME LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!! MAJAL WAH!!!!!!! Pasal parking punnn yehhh!!! -.-' So I went to check for Mrs. Irene but shes busy in the audi for the Lower 6 admission. Then melintas tia ku arah Chemistry Department and telihat my breakdown.

04 05 AS(?)
C D A

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! PAPER 5 KU D, NOT AN E!!!!!!! SANANG HATI KU EHHH!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! THANK GOD!!! *.* <-- glitter eyes

THEN TEJUMPA KU MY FIRST WIVES! SI GMAH AND SI ANNA! Yes, they both are my first wife. Shared. While I am their second wife. -.-' How unfair. Huhu. We went to the Biology Department together and saw our breakdowns.

04 05 AS(?)
B B X

Lawa kan? Bunyinya macam BEBEKS. -.-' So now its clear why my overall result is an X. They didn't include my AS. Then I left them to check for my Maths breakdown. I met si Jes and Mumu again there.

03 04 AS(?)
C D A

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!! Mechanics ku D WOOOHOOOO!!! I thought I flunked it. And I thought my Pure Maths would be worst. But then again, THANK GOD. *.* Baru ku kan lari, ada tia org memanggil nama ku. Ku toleh.... SI TIKAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAH I MISSS HERRRR SI KAMBANG AAHHHH. HUHUHU. Ia dapat 5 conditional offers udah and she showed me the list and asked for my opinion. I said "Always take the best :)" hehehe. Si Nisah pun ada but didn't get to congratulate her for her 2 'A's. Eco lagi tu. Fuhh~!

After that we went to the exam section and met si Gmah and Anna. I asked si Jes and Mumu to go stamp their certs first over at VIP Room while I go ranting over at the exam section. But I didn't because the teacher was sooo funnyyy and humble. All they said was "Just go home and warm your pillow" Haha. Yeah basically I just have to wait for them to contact me regarding my final result. Siigh. No Otago I think? Never mind. There is still UK to consider.

When I went outside, si Zerah and Hanney were there waiting, so did si Gmah and Anna. I explained to them and then went to the VIP Room with Zerah and Hanney to stamp our certs. UNLUCKILY, ramai orang. So kami pergi makan dulu over at our beloved canteen and sat on our spot. Ahh, how I miss those lunch times. We really had a great laugh. Sigh. I will really miss them. :'( Though you guys are not bestfriends but you guys were very very close to me, well compared to masa Form 5. We were from different 'tribes' hahahahahaha.

"Aku ada standard..." XD XD HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA! Zerah knows what and who I am talking about. Hehehhehehehehehe. Then Mumu balik pasal kan servicing his car. I said to him "WHY TODAY OF ALL DAYS?" And apa nah nya "Appointment udah bah" GEH. Sasak ku. Tadi msg mcm apa. CEH. Then Hanney pun balik pasal kan ambil certs nya yang lain. Followed by si Jes pasal kan mendangani sisternya admission. So tinggal aku dengan si Zerah. Naik kami, jumpa lagi si dalenks ku, Gmah and Anna, now ada si Fakhri (dalenk si Gmah). There we talked further about my X. -.-'

THEN TEJUMPA SI WEI DENG DONG!!!!

Me: What did you got?? Triple Assssssss ni ehhhh.
Him: *smiled proudly and showed 4 fingers and waved it*
Me: AIIIII!! KAMBANGGG! So its a ...quadd..uhm??
Him: Quadruplets. XD

I meant to say Quartet. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Too much classical music bah aku ah. EEEEEE, I ENVY MY CHINESE FRIENDSSSSS. Tadi si Shiouyiii. Bis si Chi Haw and Ho Han apatah lagi. Sorry if I misspell your names ah. Huhu. Then back to si Gmah, "EH NGAPA KAN KAMU ITAM SEMUA ANI?" Kana jawab tia jua oleh si Fakhri, "Ada orang mati" XD HAHAA.

Then then finally we go stamp our certs. Met si Hanney again. Then something really really irritating happened. I won't say it here. But...

ARGHHHH LUAN JUAAAAAAA INDA BELAJAR MIB KAHHHH?????!!!!
INDA JUA PAYAH CEMATU KALIAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! INDA PUAS HATI PASAL HIDUP DRG
KALIIIII!!! INDA TAU ETIKA SEMASA BEKERJA KALIII!!! INDA BELAJAR SOPAN SANTUN
KAHHH?!?!?!?!?!?!?

There. That'll do. Zerah and Hanney tau tu. -.-' Then Zerah balik. Tinggal aku sama Hanney. Di library kami menphotocopy the rest of our certs. Caya, from 200 to 9 copies left. HAHAHA. 3 orang plang pakai tu: Hanney, Mumu and aku. We talked like the good old days. Aku sama Hanney selalu tu becerita kalau dalam library. Hehe. Oh we miss Vynna~ WHERE ARE YOU VNAAA????~~ COME OUTT~~~! HEHEHE.

Then si Hanney tiba-tiba craving to buy chocolates arah Hua Ho Gadong Property. Inda jua ku realised tu rupanya tempat atu Hua Ho. XD So we went out sekejap. She drives. Then datang sana bali Cades and ice-cream pulang. HEHE. Lepak dalam kereta and ceta-ceta lagi. Then finally went back to school to do the final stamping. HUHU. Then Hanney balik, I waited for my dad LIKEWISE arah tangga bawah ah. It was my waiting spot for almost 2 years and now, I guess I will miss the spot.

No, I will miss Maktab Duli. :'(

So juniors, don't complain. Lagipun banyak perbaruan udah kena buat for the sake of you little ones. (HEYY HEYY, I WAS ONCE THOSE LITTLE ONES TOO!!) :D :D :D

But my point is -.-'...... STUDY HARD AND SMART SO THAT YOU WOULD'NT REGRET TO HAVE SEEN YOUR STATEMENT OF RESULT TO BE WRITTEN "NO RESULT"S AND "UNGRADED"S ON IT.

DON'T IGNORE. TAKE IT.

the moment

2009-01-31T06:15:00.005+08:00

I don't know why but I am quite in the mood to blog about what happened on 29th January. For 2 weeks long, I have been trying to google this:

A LEVEL NOVEMBER 2008 RESULTS BRUNEI

I have been having this mixed feelings about it ever since I first typed it out; temptation, anxiety, excitement, doubts, etcetra -- every kinds of feelings. And as days gone by, it faded away bit by bit but at the moment, to know that your mother just made a phone call and told you its going to come out today...?

o_O?!?!

KYAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Seriously. I couldn't think. As I walk out the room, I keep on going around and round and round the family hall when I was actually wanted to go to the bathroom. My mind was really numb. And most of my expressions were like this: o.o

Then I spent most of my time online; thanks to Amalish for accompanying me till the end. Been checking bruneiexam and bruneiastronomy most of the time for softcopies during that nerve-wreaking time which until now, not anywhere to be found. And 2 people, EVEN TWO PEOPLE, helped me by registering for the SMS thing meaning RESULTKU WORTH 6 BRUNEIAN DOLLAR BABYYY! Haha.

I, thoughtLESSly, said to my mom "Sapa bagitau result ku dulu, ku cium ni." since its already 3.30 pm at that time. Never in my life waited for that long for my exam result. Then the moment came just before I was finally going to the toilet (was reluctant to leave the phone). My mom's phone default message tone rang, which seemed pretty loud only at that moment. No suspense here. My cousin, who was one of the two who registered for me, forwarded the 'RESULT'. Since my mom is long-sighted, I uhh HAVE TO read it myself.

BIO/X
CHM/B
MTH/B
GNP/c

Note: I didn't do this to brag. Duiima, banyak lagi result org outstanding. And plus, I don't really think that other people other than my close friends will be reading this 'almost dead' blog. The only big deal to me is my Biology. Its my life. Kapish?

Bangangness came shortly after I read it. Then, I went blank. Very very blank. I only thought of this: I love Biology, very very very much. I did come to every sitting; I have witnesses :). I did checked whether I wrote my indexes during the exam; out of constant paranoia. AND I DID CARRIED FORWARD MY NOVEMBER; I went to the exam setion myself to check for the details. Period.

Then why in the world would I get, out of all the 25 alphabeths, an X?

o.o..?

o.O..?!

O_O!!!!

T__T!?!?!?!?

Of course yes. I snapped and broke down eventually. Cried like a crazy person and can't think of the possibility of the X to be some sort of a silly mistake, which everybody who I told can think of. Sampai inda tediri wah and bida lagi tu. Sheesh. Like I totally neglected my other subjects. SERIOUSLY. In my eyes were only 'BIO/X'. I think my eyes crossed like this: x.x pasal luan banyak tepikirkan X. One more reason was, I am planning to take Biology-related courses. So yes, I have the rights to rant about it.

I am very grateful for my other subjects though. Chemistry, Mathematics and GP was expected, especially GP :). I am proud of my GP not because of apa, its just that from the start of my GP classes, I have been only getting Cs. Like, it is the ONLY subject that I am consistent with. And YES, I GOT THE C IN THE END TOO! XD Happy happy!

I am very very grateful for Chemistry despite the disappointing Paper 5. I bet I got an E for it. I should really checked for my breakdowns later, out of curiosity of how did I get it through, haaah. The Paper 5, as I remembered, was a nightmare. I only answer ONE SECTION, and consciously leave the other section blank. o.o Menangis kali ku ah, but lagi bida ku menangis pasal X ani lah. Haha.

Same goes to my Maths. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *with the puas hati tone*. I DIDN'T DO MUCH OF THE PAST YEARS. HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA *proud tone*. But nyeh, it serves me right. Could have aced it but the effort was, SIGH. But still very grateful that it didn't dropped to a C. THANK YOU GOD! *__* <-- glittery eyes. :) :)

So here are my list of people who I wanted to thank eventhough X ku balum kena resolve:

BABU AND BAPAKU. For the constant 'advices' and money support :D. And to be there for me when I cried my eyes out and whenever I have doubts in my life decisions. And to pray for my success everyday :). I LOVE YOU BOTH MUCH EQUALLY! =3 =3 Why did I said 'equally'? Pasal I think most of the time I usually talk to my mom about everything. But both were there through my thick and thin. :)
MY BIO TEACHERS: Miss Lim, Miss Hui Hui and especially Mrs. Irene. Mrs. Irene, thank you for everything. :) Just to let you know, you are my second favourite biology teacher who I wanted to be proud of myself. :D And I would really love to reach beyond your expectations someday. And to the other 2 teachers, thank you for your brilliant time with us. Afterall, you did teach us something. :)
MY CHEM TEACHERS: Madam Sikha and especially Tchr Jusmanita. Cher Jus, though I didn't get to know you close enough but thank you for everything! Especially, thank you for being strict to me! :) :) :) And Madam Sikha, you too, thank you for everything! I can't really say that only tuition helped me through because tuition alone wouldn't suffice for me. Cher Jus gave us everything, so do Mdm Sikha; from 'vigorous' classworks, homeworks and WONDERFUL NOTES! So the sum of all that, I am sad to say, I should have aced it. But I am still grateful compared to my early MPRs of Us. XD
MY MATHS TEACHERS: Tchr Yohan Hendricks and especially Tchr Law Kok Beng. THANK YOU BOTH! Though we were only with Tchr Yohan for quite a short time but THANK YOU FOR THE BRILLIANT FORMULAS. I didn't get to use some though which is such a waste. Sigh. And I am sooo sorry that I escaped your class 4 times in a row (masa near exam). I knew that you saw me and said nothing. D:
MY, THE ONE AND ONLY GP TEACHER: Miss Adyani! YOU ARE SUCH A BRILLIANT TEACHER. I like you a lot because you are fun! FUN FUN FUN! :) :) And you changed my views of life and the world itself. And thats big. :D So THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! And thank you for making me realise that our Earth is only this small because that makes me realise all the big deals are small deals afterall. :D Like my X deal. Haha.
EVERYONE ELSE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CARE ALL THIS TIME! :D

I can only say how thankful I am but couldn't really show how. So, I'll try to show it like this:

THANK YOU!

There. Thats how big my thank is. Suspense. :) Sadly, I wanted it to be bigger than the web page. Sigh. Bah I have to take a shower. I am going to go to school and rant there. XD Nada deh. Going to see my beloved teachers and kiss them. XD XD

Wait, X ku kan di apa? o.o haa.

-its not the end yet- :)

PRESENT TENSE

2009-01-19T20:25:00.012+08:00

I AM MOVING ON -_-'' (some people should know what I mean by this).

AND SO, I can finally talk about somethingelse now. I am a bit reluctant though due to the fact that I have not uploaded photos from DevMeet.

HEEYY ITS NOT MY FAULT BAH! APA TU, THE BLOGGER ONLY
LET ME UPLOAD ONE PHOTO AT A TIME. LIKE, WHAT?? I HAVE MORE THAN 60 PHOTOS KALIAH. THEN THE CONNECTION LAGI TU MACAM APA!
Okayy, let it go. (talking to self) >_<

OKAY SO, what have I missed out?

TAHUN BARU HIJRIAH 1430. NEW YEAR 2009. ASTA FAMILY DAY. TUA ABG (nya niece ku) KAWIN. 3YEARS♥. NIECEKU SKULAH. "SPONTANEOUS" (nya Amal) OUTINGS. HANNEY'S. MOE INTERVIEW. SAKINAH'S. SHADOW ATTACHMENT.

And the best of them all is:

HANDCRAFTS: PLUSHIES♥♥♥

I am so in love with 'DIY' ('Do It Yourself') stuffs/thingy or whateveryoucallit. From papers to fabrics. I want to try it all. Recent example is Hanney's birthday present. I MADE HER A BUMBLEBEE PLUSH/SOFTIE! Since her name is Hanney/Honey so yeah, that should do it. I tell you, IT WAS NOT EASY but I made it overnight though (and because I was excited when sewing it together). To me, it was an achievement since I never really expected myself to actually sew everything IN PIECE and plus, BY FOLLOWING INSTRUCTIONS. -_-'' I admit that I am very bad at following "manuals".

I found the tutorial and FREE pattern over at DeviantART, so credits also goes to the owner for providing me with the INSTRUCTIONS which I needed very badly >_<

Here is where I do my work but I prefer hand sewing for making plushies.

So far I have made:

The Messy Ninja Guy
(my very first try)

The Squared Skull
(planning to make a lolita skull next, anyone wants?)

Ono, The Onogiri XD

My money pouch
My new principle: make the money feel comfortable so that more money will come.
So far it works. :D :D (though the photo tells otherwise haha)

last but not least,
Hanney's Bumblebee
SEE, I told you. It was in piece!

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THERE, I UPDATED. >_<

devmeet 2008

2008-12-28T00:10:00.003+08:00

This post is for the BRUNEI DEVMEET 2008.

Yeee-ah, I am too tired to blog for now.

:D :D :D

so much much more

2008-12-26T12:55:00.008+08:00

GEH. I have been refusing myself from blogging. OK OK. I shall blog all I have missed out now.

First off, my cosplay costume as Nakahara Sunako. I was 'thisclose' to change my mind of changing my character from Sunako to Noi-chan (also from My Fair Lady). Why you say? It is because of this:

Price: BND11.60

Yah, a frizzy wig. It wasn't an accident, I really bought it thinking that it should be okay for Sunako but I didn't think that it would be VERY FRIZZY. It was made for Holloween actually, I think. GAH. If I knew, I could have done the Sunako's Holloween costume instead of the uniform. OK OK so Misery offered me her looong brown wig (she was initially going to cosplay as Noi) then seeing my hesitation (maybe), before we went to get some 'snow', she brought me to the Happy Star Trading co.

Then I saw it.

THE WIG, with Sunako's bangs!

Price: BND21.90

GEH. I was like: O_O I SOULD HAVE GONE THERE EARLIER!

I bought the frizzy one at Little M, like, HAMPIR JUA TU! OK, seriously, sebenarnya I was starving at that time. We haven't eaten our lunch yet because my dad said "Caritah dulu wig mu ah" So the only thing I was thinking about was... food -_-". Yatah seriously I was regretting it.

I know its not loong enough and that I could have 'grown' them, but its pretty. Even prettier than my hair. Well I do not consider my hair pretty pulang. -_-" (depressed)

Then I went to the tailor shop to pick up the uniform costume.

Price: BND40.00 + BND10.00 (fabrics)

Though it is not exactly like the prints I gave her -_-' ... it is not bad actually. It is quite neat and a perfect fit. I also bought the socks; its a net socks instead of the 'thick' school socks because I do not want to sweat my feet a lot. XD Then the shoes, nyeh, I didn't buy that. Its my sister's. :D:D

Price: BND 3.90

Price: Priceless. XD

The sum of all that equals to:

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Price: BND87.40 XD

OH and I decided not to wear a bini hat pasal rimas lah. FUFUFUUFUUU~!!

geh.

2008-12-25T03:25:00.002+08:00

I was just going to blog about my sunako costume but hmm.... never mind. I got sleepy from Plurking the whole hour. It seems that I am very addicted to Plurk these days. And THANKS to Amalish for that. :D:D:D:D:D

its okay.

2008-12-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

I thought I was strong enough to accept anything. Apparently, I have yet, a lot to learn. I wanted to be as calm and positive as I expect myself to be but I guess I am not mature enough. So I can only become paranoid.

Why didn't they call?
Why didn't they inform me?
Why didn't I get selected?
Was I too much?
Was I too inadequate?
Were my references bad?
Or was it my PoS?
etc.
etc.

So while my mind was going wild, I decided to text SY.
To my dismay, she wasn't called too. -_-"
I really thought that she would have already been informed.

She calmly reply my chaotic message, saying: ...because it is hard to get a scholarship and there are many other chances though.

GOODNESS. I can immediately see our different level of maturity.

But actually, my cousin, who was informed, was even more chaotic than me. About the fact that, I didn't get "the call" -_-"

G, if you are reading this: I am still glad that you called and told me, though it hurts. T_T

JOKE :D:D:D

But seriously, I wasn't too confident with it that I even limit myself from being confident. Or maybe I should not have done that? GEH.

MISERY: I am so sorry if I can't make your NZ tour a dream come true. D': D': A UK tour perhaps? :D:D

So as soon as I replied my cousin's message, I instantly start a new application: MS WORDS and wrote:

Personal Statement

I want to further my higher education in Physiotherapy. WHY?!?! WHY DID THIS HAPPENED TO ME?!?!?! TT__TT

(I broke down)

FUUU XD. No, actually, I barely continue my second sentence. I couldn't think of anything. I also, immediately went to ucas and check for UK universities that offers Physiotheraphy course. GEH.

--the following paragraph has nothing to do with the above issue, that is if you can read this note--

Then I stopped halfway and continue my ONEMANGA-ing, now that is more refreshing since Skip Beat 133 is up! FUFUUFUU~ And thank goodness, Special A is back on track! I love mangas over animes afterall. You see, I finished Special A anime and the ending was... okay. BUT the manga is far more OKAY. ITS GREAT, FANTASTIC, BRILLIANT, SUPERB, ...etc. I was exaggerating, I only meant to say that I like the manga plots more. :D:D

Then I stopped halfway to finish my Jumong DVD3. So far I think its getting interesting. The story plot that is. Actually at this moment, my dad is watching DVD1, my sister DVD2, me DVD3 and my mom is on DVD4: all at different places. 3 of us use laptops while my mom is using the DVD player. XDXDXD So we are definitely catching up with each other.

I am just getting along with my fate.

VK

2008-12-22T18:43:00.002+08:00

Vampire Knight 46 is out!

ZEROOOOOOOO~~! Don't go. D':

I still root for Kaname-sama though. :D:D:D

tralalalala~~

PFFBTT.

2008-12-22T15:54:00.001+08:00

PFFBBTTJERKGRHH.

o,o don't mind me.

2008-12-21T18:45:00.005+08:00

Probably this is my third time posting up my own photo in my own blog. I was pretty bored all afternoon while waiting for my crappy laptop to boot (I keep on having the blue screen). I don't even know what verb to use for this - vain-ing? emo-ing? Whateverlahs. The important thing is: this is me being Sunako, and wigless. I also had to cut my bangs short (it was a mess). This is straight from my phone and no editing was done (except for the trademark?).

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very hectic

2008-12-18T17:46:00.011+08:00

Day 1 - Medical Services briefing

Paediatric
(nada gambar lain bah)

Day 2 - Radiology

Ultrasound (not for pregnancy)

CT Scan

(Yes, radiation. Not the CT Scan area, tempat lain)

For the breasts (I forgot the name)

For kids

FORGOT THE NAME! Grh.

The Dark Room

(the dark room is freaky mann)

(Inside the dark room, with the lights switched off, only the red ones lit up)

(I forgot the name; flims for X-rays?)

For the teeth. FORGOT THE NAME AGAIN!

(Jerold a.k.a Jirul was always the model. Fufu~!)

(Hohoho! We got the chance to wear the 'white coats'!)

Basically I am on attachment at RIPAS Hospital with another 13 'post-college' students from MD and Sayyidina Ali, KB. These were the only photos that I was able to capture using a N70 phone since last Monday. As you can see, most are from the Radiology department because the supervisor there is fun. I would have taken more pictures of my rotation week if I brought my D60.

So far, I have made up my mind on NOT taking lab works and will consider therapies as my options for undergraduate courses, hopefully Physiotherapy. I was dead tired from the 'to and fro' visits to every departments and the coming Saturday is our last day of the one week rotation. Next I am considering myself to continue my Shadow attachment at Physiotherapy and possibly, Occupational Theraphy (O.T). Or maybe a volunteer work at Child Development Centre (CDC) at Kiarong, just to gain the experience to handle paediatric patients with various disabilities. I am still thinking.

Our visit to the Dialysis Centre at Rimba today was fun too! Again like Day 3, I didn't take any photos.

TAGGED

2008-12-14T18:37:00.006+08:00

Tagged by Amalish

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
+ A friend? We just get along well.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
+ Friendly, cute, independent, outgoing and apanah? ... capi-capi. Fufufu~!!

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
+ "Sampai bekulat ku menunggu"... HAHAHA!!

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
+ Introducing me to PLURK! HAHAHA! (Baru tadi actually)

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will
+ Mau ko kan mal jadi galpren ku? ... HAHAHAHA! Sorry, aku pun straight.

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will
+ I really can't imagine us bitch fighting. HUHUHU!

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on
+ I can't think of anything for her to improve on. ;)

8. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
+ On her? I don't know. But if WITH her, the most desirable thing to do is to go outings!

9. The overall impression of him/her is
+ VELI VELI NICE! She is fun to talk with about random stuffs!

10. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
+ Hah, this is easy. They think I am arrogant. T_T

11. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
+ NOT-ARROGANT. ;)

12. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
+ Coward-ish. D:

13. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
+ Someone. :)

14. For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them.
+ Thank you for caring. May God bless you all. :D :D

15. peoples you tag
+ Mcm si Amalish, aku pun malas kan tag.

1. Amalina
2. Jeslyn
3. Caesar
4. Humairah
5. Wali
6. Nis
7. Nabeelah
8. Yasir
9. Fatin
10. Naz

16. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
+ Yaoi. (giggle)

17. No. 3 a male or female?
+ Female. LOL. MALE BAH.

18. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
+ I think so? I think they ARE together, at work? Kah?

19. How about No.5 and No. 8?
+ HAHA! That would be just GREAT!

20. What is No. 1 studying about?
+ Making props?

21. Is No. 4 single?
+ I don't know. Single ko kah mairah?

22. Say something about No. 6?
+ Shes getting cuter each day. ;) ;) ;)

Wow, I did list them randomly.

SUNAKO-ing

2008-12-14T01:52:00.006+08:00

(When she was asked to be a model: she turned out to be chibi all the time during the photoshoot)

(Known fact about Sunako: she can't stand being surrounded by BRIGHT CREATURES)

(I forgot when is this ~_~)

(This too)

(This is during Valentine's Day: Sunako loves CHOCOLATES!)

(And she loves gore movies too: "SAW")

I can't get enough of her. *_*
Please do read and watch Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge / Wallflower / My Fair Lady manga.
You'll never get bored!

Holy shittake part 2

2008-12-14T01:23:00.007+08:00

*Continuation from this post.

Apparently, this is the ONLY photo that is safe.

Well, it wouldn't be fair if I say it like that. I meant to say the only safe photo FROM MY 19th BIRTHDAY. It is from my Facebook (I think some people should recognised, its my profile photo). I shouldn't have deleted my photo albums back then; I COULD HAVE RETRIEVED EVERYTHING, especially Miss Yani's. Inda ku sampat membagi teacher the photos bah. And plus, atu tah saja photo ku sama teacher Yani. GOD, AKU BANAR-BANAR SASAK.

P/S: Awu, that one is my boyfriend, si Yush. He looks like a baddie~ And I looked, weird. No comment.

sweet revenge

2008-12-13T21:45:00.005+08:00

I don't feel like Sunako-ing today.

First, Yush, then my dad. Siigh. God, how much worse can this be? May be my sister knew that I was such in a bad mood so when she came home, she brought me Buttercookies. One of my favourites. Ah, just forget about it.

The day after tomorrow, the attachment. I have been looking forward to it ever since I heard about it last year. Some of my acquaintances from MD will be there too -- Gmah (LT12), Yee Ping (Bio), Shiou Yii (GP) and Jerold (Chem). We will be having a 1-week rotation service (but in fact the 1-week is merely 5 days excluding Friday and Sunday). Jangan salah, the schedule given is fully packed with everything! I think I am going to enjoy my attachment, somehow.

We are not paid for the attachment. It is just for the sake of knowing many different health-related careers that we can have and to experience it for a short while. As for me, it is between Scientific Services or Physiotherapy. Physiotherapy course - only God knows how exaggerated I was when I heard about people being nude during lessons just for the sake of learning about the "body". I can accept it now though. It is afterall, for the knowledge.

GTG. (stail lama)

P/S: I can't find my wig TT_TT (I shouldn't have cut my hair!) and my so-called 'school uniform' cost me BND40. It that a reasonable price? I thought it should be less than that. Afterall, it is a 'school uniform'. Is it that hard to make that kind of school uniform kah auntie? Or maybe she thought that I am just a spoilt brat who wouldn't care about how much my 'SCHOOL UNIFORM' would cost. Bah fine whatever, you are the tailor afterall. I can't do anything about that. My dad didn't care, but I care about money OKAY. My family is actually acquainted with one of the tailors (the main reason why I want to do my uniform there) but she moved to other branch. That is the reason why I didn't get a 'smooth' deal. GAHH!

P/S/S: That is why I got into a really bad mood. Akhirnya Sunako-ing jua ku nah. I JUST HOPE IT WILL TURN OUT VERY WELL SINCE IT COST ME BND40. Awu, jangan komplain because I have always been like this when it comes to money.

progression

2008-12-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

Look what I made!

From this pile of potential junks

To this guy right here

This memo book is derived from Chapter 72 -Takenaga's Honor. This one:

Oh yes, I brought my materials. Cost me BND10. The dark blue cloth was 1.80/m and the white one was 4.70/m (made from some kind of a cotton family she said) -_- It was easy for me to choose the materials. I just point this and that, pay and go out. Macam baju kanak-kanak darjah pra ah punya material.

I don't have a long black school socks so I am going to buy that tomorrow together with a bini hat. I was also planning to buy a violet contact lens but to save my budget, I'll just stick with my clear ones. School shoes? I am not planning to wear mine, too fancy for Sunako. I'll use my sister's ones, those that she wore AGES AGO. What else ah? OH WIG! I heard from my sister's friend that the long wig cost BND80 -_-' My mom said she wouldn't pay BND80 for just a wig. Kan di apanya jua nya.

This is how I suppose to look like:

Hope it will be a success ;)

adulthood

2008-12-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

Am I still a kid to you?

True that parents, no matter how big, wide and tall their children has become, will only see them still as the innocent, obedient and sometimes naughty little kids. I don't like being seen like that still after all this years.

(I did type a long paragraph here but I think it was too, explicit.)

paradox

2008-12-11T19:05:00.010+08:00

It is really funny on how I managed to complain so much over June AS examination, as to say that it was really a big deal. Some didn't think so. While I was reminiscing my past, I came across this post. Since 2008 is coming to an end, it is only natural for one to take a look back at ones life for the past year, right?

Actually I am thinking of skipping this topic and move on to the next one. ^_^

GREAT NEWS: I just received a phone call from Jes and she said "YOUR SUNAKO!"~♥♥♥

I knew what it was, the cosplay is on! And it will be my first ever cosplay, and as my most favourite character of them all, NAKAHARA SUNAKO! ~~♥♥

This girl right here.

Who can be like this:

And this:

So don't tell me that someone else is doing her. I did plan big though i.e. steal Biology lab punya human anatomy mannequin, because I can't afford B$100+ just for a Hiroshi-kun (one of Sunako's mannequins: others are John, Josephine and Akira-kun). And I was planning to get some skulls, a huge one for a John, but it is hard to find it in Brunei and I haven't really tried internet buying (although Jes advised me to). But now I have my own plan of doing small 'props' for Sunako. May not be extravagant like having mannequins all over (I wish), just some details.

I am not choosing her as my character because of my confidence in portraying her. OKAY look, to put it in simple terms, I am not Sunako. People don't describe me like this:

Often referred to as Ghost girl or Scary girl due to her dark presence.
A lover of solitude, gore movies, anatomical dolls and objects that reflect the ugly side of life as she puts it.
Has locked herself away in a world of solitude due to a traumatic experience with her first love.

That is just not me, at least not all of that. But I like her character very much, not a candidate for a role model though but as someone I could see way deep down inside me, someone who I ought to be I think, that is if I hadn't got the confidence.

Tomorrow morning I am going to get my butt to the tailor shop, WITH MY MOTHER. Of course before that I have to buy some school uniform materials and thank God the colour of the school uniform is the same colour as the ones primary schools' wears (I wonder if mom still keeps mine?). Oh in case you are wondering why, I am cosplaying as Nakahara Sunako in her school uniform; a uniform which gives out some kind of 'catholic' vibe.

This one.
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EHHHHHHHHHHHH?! (like the typical japanese's "EHHH?!")

I did kept all Sunako's uniform photos for examples to show to the tailor but I seem to delete it already because I naively thought that I could just re'save' the image from the manga. AND now I am taking my bloody time searching for those pictures! Then I think I'll have to read the manga again, for the sake of my cosplay. ;p Google don't have those good photos from the manga.

P/S: Where to get such long straight (and black) wig ah? I already cut my hair short, again. What about a bini hat? I have an orange bini hat and I don't think Sunako would wear such bright colour. (giggle)

pouting

2008-12-11T17:29:00.002+08:00

Yes, I know you are a pretty girl but you don't have to pout so much, bida tia.

I have moodswings lately, not just because I am sick. Some biotic factors also contributes to this ruthless behaviour of mine. I can't seem to get rid of it any sooner. I feel like I want to go out, but I refuse. I have been wanting to go to Hokko to buy some white felts but no money, no car, so no talk. Apart from cottons, that is the only material left for me to make some bunnies softies. Siigh. My hands are itching, I really want to sew some more (I sound like an old lady).

PFFFBBTT.

in trance

2008-12-11T01:48:00.006+08:00

So here I am again, who was supposed to be soundly asleep. I did drowsed for a while but it came to my senses that he may be online. But he has not, so I am quite disappointed. Now it is hard for me to go to sleep so I decided to ONEMANGA-ing. I just finished "Cutie Boy"; its Manhwa. It is not a famous manga but why would that be a reason to not read it, right? Next up is NANA. Now this one is famous; a complete set -- manga, anime and live-action. But macam malas jua ku kan baca because I don't want myself to be attached to it like what I did to HYD and many other mangas. Especially when it is still ongoing, and also ones that is already completed. Ongoing mangas are a pain to the ass; I don't like to wait, I want to know what happens next. BUT when it is completed, I DON'T WANT IT TO END! Especially when there is romance. What can I do jua kan?

Speaking of HYD, the movie is already out RUPANYA. I did not know, not until I went to Mysoju and saw "Hana Yori Dango 3 The MOVIE". How come I didn't know? I thought I was such a huge fan. Actually before I did came across a HYD forum and they rumored of ...a THIRD SEASON of HYD? Of course I didn't believe it: I really think that the finale of season 2 was the best ending for HYD. It couldn't get any better, and there couldn't possibly be anymore mischiefs done by Doumyoji's mom. Then I was wrong again. Hmm, now I am curious. Bah kan lyt HYD 3 ku dulu!

EDIT: GRHH! Just when I was about to watch it, it VANISHES! "Ops. The video is not available" Damn you! Nevertheless, now I am watching Shugo Chara! again, from where I 'abandoned' it. I think I know exactly why I am addicted to Shugo Chara: ITS THE CHARAS! THEY ARE TOO CUTE!! OH believe me, they are. I can't resist this elementary-level anime because of that. I thought I was too childish but it seems that I am too into the charas (and not the character transformations OKAY).

sick and twisted

2008-12-10T22:50:00.005+08:00

I just got sick. My attachment is in about 4 days, and I am sick. Why now? Moreover, its at the hospital! I can't go around attracting bacteria and viruses all over me!

So today, I just stayed in my bedroom. Yes, the whole day. Like any other day though. I rarely go out even after the exam. What a pathetic truth. My mom wouldn't let me use the car. Siigh. So I usually just ask Yush to pick me up, but even that, she wouldn't let me go out frequently. In a week, I only go out twice now, sometimes none. Before, maybe once a month? But really, I can say that I really sacrificed my weekends and holidays for the last 2 years. Well, I wouldn't say that it didn't pay; the outcome is quite satisfying.

But I do sometimes miss hanging out. Siigh.

08/12/2008

2008-12-08T22:10:00.007+08:00

"*this is a late post because I was so busy on the 8th due to Hari Raya's open house. Oh and HAPPY BELATED HARI RAYA AIDILAHDA EVERYONE!

Everything was handmade except for the box (durh!), including an envelope, too bad I forgot to take a picture of it. Even the above wrapping paper was a plain paper watercoloured by my niece. The ribbon was recycled, fufufu~! I hope Anna liked my handcraft despite that it is YELLOWISH, and that I only learn how to sew (correctly) just about few weeks ago and it is from the internet -_-"

The materials are all that I can find in my house, I even search around the house to look for something that I can use.

P/S: Don't worry Anna, I will make something even better than that next time. That one is actually just a trial.

skip a beat.

2008-12-04T15:27:00.003+08:00

I have never thought of having to spend my time reading mangas and watch animes before. Thanks to Jeslyn, I even download them now. I love shoujo comedy mangas especially those involves bishounens (beautiful boys). I am that girly afterall. Sometimes I do read shuonen mangas too; best example is Naruto (you get the idea) but I am not catching up with it though. I only have watched Naruto Shippuden until episode 62.

SPOILER: I heard Kakashi died in the end? (well, reality check, everyone will though).

I only talk about Kakashi because I AM A KAKASHI-TARD! I don't really fancy Naruto neither do Sasuke or that homo guy, Orochimaru (fufufufu xp). Can I consider Sasuke to be homo too? Because he keep on talking about Itachi? Incest maybe? (fufufufu xp xp).

At this moment, there are a lot of ongoing mangas and animes that I still 'unconsciously' keep it up to date like Vampire Knight Guilty and Skip Beat! Aku hairan bah, why did I not want to watch those other famous animes especially those recommended by other people. Like Ouran High Host Club. Jeslyn recommended me that about a year ago I think. But I kept on skipping it and JUST YESTERDAY, when I was feeling all lonely because there wasn't any updates on Skip Beat! manga, I reluctantly clicked on Ouran High Host Club manga.

First few pages.
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(quiet giggle)
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Another few pages.
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(giggle giggle)
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(giggle giggle giggle)
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(LOLOLOLOL)
End of first chapter.

CRAZY! I never knew that it would be that funny especially when I watch the anime. Oh oh! And she also recommended me Code Geass, which until now I have not watch completely. Biar-biar sampai 2nd season bah. But I did manage to watch the first episode in Chemistry lab, together with si Jeslyn. She possessed me into it (fufufu xp). Then we watched Full Metal Alchemist Episode 1 and Gintama Episode 1. Ooh, I miss Chemistry lab afterall, where Jeslyn and I unleashed our naughtiness. Kan Jes? But my point is that, that is where I stopped: EPISODE 1 OF EVERYTHING T_T.

OKAY, I have made up my mind. This is my New Year's resolution: Finish all the recommended manga and animes in January 2009...

...Of course I am kidding -_-' Why would I waste my precious resolutions? (But frankly, I have not really done any of my resolutions since last year; I just got worst)

I don't really like to read mangas actually because some authors are just too imiginative that I couldn't visualise it out, so I rather watch the anime of the manga instead. But scenes from the manga are usually cut off or they mix it up in the anime. So in some cases, I do both; read and watch.

At this moment alone, I am streaming VK Guilty Ep. 9 and the internet connection sucks. This is actually my 8th time restreaming it. God, sasak ku.

Merry-go-round. Wee.

2008-12-03T22:46:00.003+08:00

Lomo cameras. Amalish recalled me on lomography few weeks back at school and happily said that she has gotten herself a Holga. Months before I came across a Bruneian photog's blog who happens to be a collector of lomo cameras; she claims that lomo cameras are her toys. I really didn't know what she meant, not until I saw the lomo camera myself.

Apparently, they are. They are made of plastic and very much look like disposable camera toys. At least, that was what I thought it to be. Then just now when I google it through, I found out that one of these toys is the TLR camera that I have been bragging about ever since I was in secondary. Gee. How unexpected.

I was talking about the Lomo Lubitel 166 (I just knew the name from google after all these years; I used to call it just 'TLR camera') This one.

There are many types of lomo cameras and I think Lubitel is one of it. I THINK. I haven't really complete my research on LOMO. I want to own it very badly at that time because I consider it to be an antique but my dad said its hard to find it here in Brunei (aku mau awal atu jua; troublesome eyh? hehe). Now I want it more than ever but I am totally broke. Sudahtah broke, inda lagi mau cari kraja tu.

Many people suggest me to work at banks, but it seems to me everyone wants to work there for their part time. Sheesh. I even went to Brunei classified (?) to search for job vacancies. Only few attract me and those few are TUTORING JOBS! I did tutor primary Maths before though. Then when I discuss this matter with my mom, she said that maybe it is the only suitable part time job for me, considering that I like to... make notes? (Lain-lain). I don't really trust my ability in 'teaching' though. Haha. Sepoil.

But seriously, I am offering tuitions especially for science subjects and specifically BIOLOGY. I don't really know how the pricing is made for tuitions but I am quite generous in the matter of money (giggle). By the way, green is my subject code for Biology.

Is there any fun part time jobs to do during the holiday kah? Help me.

A very loud giggle.

2008-12-03T03:16:00.006+08:00

It is very amusing on the fact that people actually think that I live an easy life, academically. Well, no. I don't. I used to but not anymore. In fact, I am quite comfortable with the way I am now. I learn to make mistakes so that I can find the reasons to not doing it again. Silly eyh? To few who knew, as ironic as it may seem, I did end up crying in the school toilet, for hours and days. (quiet giggle) I am not embarrass to admit it, but I did. It was the worst days of my life in college and that was before I found someone to talk to -- and I did not mean the school counsellors -- good friends, two good friends and a whole bunch of LT people. They somehow bring me back to life (and again, ironic) and give me a bit of taste of what a college life should be.

Sigh, I miss those people and them too -- my lunch friends -- it is easier to call them my lunch friends despite the fact that they are actually my good friends from SMB and we never miss gathering during lunch for the past 2 years, unless of course, the habit of absence in school strikes and holidays and some other logic reasons.

What inspires me from posting this up is merely a picture. This picture.

Can you see that? To me, it clearly penned in red ink:

64%, B graded, a "Well done" and a "DID YOU COPY?"

(giggling very hard) It was my chemisty short test, a short test, a very short test and I was somehow suspected of COPYING, for a short test? Me >> short test >> copying? As if. Even if I wanted to, I could have done it in the big exam, OKAY. But it never occurred in my mind. I think I know the reason why she did that: at that time I sat in front then when the time came for us to hand in, I went back to my seat which was at the very back, to get my overdued homework paper and to write my name on that paper. Maybe she thought I was referring to something! Sheesh.

There is another one but I am too lazy to get a photo of it, or was I? Actually I was too busy crying at the back of the classroom (giggle giggle). BUT I am sure that what she wrote was not only penned on my paper, but also in my brain and heart. She penned in red:

A zero, a "NO EFFORT AT ALL" and a "YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF". In addition, she even scolded me in front of the classroom, the loud and sharp scolding -- my very very first.

Again, its chemistry. Clearly I am not having a chemistry with Chemistry. Everything just go wrong in that lab. But this one, Erma also got scolded but I got the bullseye one; it melt me into something new, an alloy maybe? (quiet giggle) But I thank my chemistry teacher for all that because without it, I would have continuously hand in my answer papers with scribbles of test tubes and beakers.

I was also suspected of copying in Biology. God, I love Biology, why would I do that? So after few misunderstandings and that I constantly covered for the culprit, she was caught red handed at last. Uh-uh, it wasn't me who told Ms. Lim, it was she herself who told Ms. Lim. But if I write it like this, it may seem that she turn herself in but no-no, she didn't. Be surprised: she actually hand in her own paper with my name on it.

Don't get it? She blindly copied my name instead of writing hers! (since she was blindly copying off my works). (very loud giggle) You know who you are my friend. I do still miss this girl a lot despite her mischievousness. I don't mind about all this because it was such a hilarious memory.

I also experience this copying thing in Mathematics and it was the time when our beloved Mr. Law was still teaching us. Now he is in Aussie. I did e-mailed him though regarding my references for the scholarship. Seriously, I miss him a lot. (giggle) I remember of this one time when I was not in school for 3 days because I was very ill and when I came back, he put on that pity face and asked me how I was and said, in front of the class:

"I miss you. Boleh kan?"

(hard giggle) I blushed and the whole class was burst in laughter. Seriously, when he said that, he looked serious. Isn't he such a thoughtful teacher? (giggle) And I also remember about him mentioning about 'The Good, The Bad and The Ugly' -- it was about the Mathematics Department's system of ranking people by their Maths grades in O Level. Basically, we were on the 'Bad' level, and worst when he retired.

What about my AS subject - General Paper? Well, I don't have problems in GP other than having the feelings of inferiority each time I went to class but everything else was a hell lots of fun. I totally miss GNP Block 1, Miss Yani's class. And compared to my other classes, this class is the most outgoing -- we celebrate birthdays! And to me, Miss Yani taught us not just general issues but life itself. She sure picked the right career because what she did really inspires me in many ways.

I hope I can do that for others too.

Holy shittake.

2008-12-02T23:54:00.006+08:00

I am very frustrated. I lost my most memorable recent photos, right from my own hard disk. Especially those photos from my birthday. I keep on blaming the stupid external hard disk for it and been unconsciously nagging like an old lady. God, sasak ku wah. The open LT photos I can take from Anna but the open GP class and Miss Yani's birthday?... God, aku banar-banar sasak. I should have burn them out and give it to Tikah earlier, but now what can I give her? I already promised her the photos after the exam. Is this my fault? I did nothing wrong jua! I am really sorry to those people involved in the photos. It is really upsetting for me to just let it be... gone, just like that.

Subject: People
Location: Home

Not 'finally'; it is seriously annoying.

2008-11-26T21:10:00.004+08:00

Hello. I am back, but not for long. As you can see, I still have this 'unmodified' blogskin; I want to make my own skin though. That is the first reason.

Second, when I was on my break, I blew up my laptop, I am not joking, leaving me with only a crappy desktop, WiFi and the internet connection. But that is not my point, I meant to say that I am dead right now because I HAVE NO PHOTOSHOP AND DREAMWEAVER! T_T SO I BARELY CAN DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. GAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!

So bear with me (I am talking to myself).

BRB

2008-07-28T15:19:00.008+08:00

BRB

I will come back after 4 months or so.
I am assuming that other people read my blog.
I know. Aku perasaan.

P/S: Thanks Jes for showing me your true personality.

Jeslyn: "...a SHY TYPE of person."

-_-" ...I would not be surprised if the crowd goes,

O,O?! O,O?! O,O?! O,O?!

me hann zer mumu

PFFBBT.

2008-07-22T16:54:00.002+08:00

NO NEW UPDATES.

DUH~

BUSY KU.

ASSESSMENTS. MOCK. A LEVEL.

GAHHHHH.
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MPB.

O,O SUNAKO-CHAN!

2008-07-17T18:46:00.005+08:00

I wonder hows my DeviantART is doing.

*still procrastinating*

Awu, aku malas bah. Even my blogger is half-dead. Seriously.

OH OH, lately I am into COSPLAYING!

Crowd: O,O?

Yah, I know. I don't do cosplay.
BUT recently, si JESLYN dash SUKI dash HII SOUK LENG has been contaminating my mind.

SO in the end, as I put my mind into it, I decided to be a part of the next cosplay meet...

AS NAKAHARA SUNAKO FROM PERFECT GIRL EVOLUTION
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WAHAHAHA. I was really into Sunako. && Amal is planning to be Sunako's friend, The Grim Reaper. GEHEHEHE. So yah, hair extensions, bini hat, Sunako's school uniform, contact lens, a skull notebook and a skull! I was hoping for one of Sunako's mannequins especially Hiroshi-kun~~!

"CHEST or CHESS???"

2008-07-14T20:39:00.003+08:00

Sorry Chess people, not much of good quality photos.
I will add up some more later.

P/S: I AM VERY BAD AT CHESS. I asked Anna to play Chess with me but in the end... I surrendered.

I could not tolerate of not taking this (above). X,X SORRYY!!!

Depression.

2008-07-14T19:19:00.003+08:00

Ah, okay. That was just so annoying to look at for the past few weeks.
"I am back people." like
"I AM REALLY BACK PEOPLEEEEEE!"
"THIS IS FOR REAL!!!"
Tapi my blog is literally DEEAADX,X!

Okay, so, whatever, right. I am just depressed over school.

Anyhoo.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYS
TO
MY BELOVED FIRST WIFE (~_~)!
GMAH (LEFT)
(to the right is my first wife too, si Anna =S hehehe)

AND AND TO
MY VELI GOODEST FRIEND,
AMALINA

P/S: I wuvvee Amal. Shes so Gothic. I love Gothic people.
HEEE 8D. (Yes, as nerdy as I am...)

Baby turturs.

2008-06-12T19:15:00.001+08:00

I AM BACK PEOPLE.

This photo was from the biology's turtle centre trip.
The photos taken were THAT bad. GAH.

My goal.

2008-05-23T11:41:00.003+08:00

"You show no improvement,..." she said.

I took things for granted.

too orange

2008-05-18T11:55:00.003+08:00

@ Swensen's

16/05/2008

2008-05-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALLY!!
Sorry for not messaging you earlier today because I am accustomed to save the greeting for the last of the day.

I am sure some of you would know of a fact that most people tend to only recall the first few minutes of a lesson and the last few minutes of a lesson; so yes I am applying it in this case. WHICH strongly reminds me of Caesar. I remember him for the fact that he was the last person to greet me on my birthday. =)

Craving?

2008-05-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

Craving for durian?

THIS WAS A FREAKING CAKE.

IT WAS.

Yes, aku sakai.

This was the other birthday cake for Hafiz (see previous post).

VERY BELATED.

2008-05-15T19:07:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYS

TO
LIYANA'S BELOVED ONE,
AZIM
ON THE
23/04/2006

TO
A VERY GOOD LONG LOST FRIEND OF MINE,
AZRI YAHYAON THE
06/05/2008

TO
MY CUTIE KOREAN-JAPANESE ALIKE DUCKIE COUSIN,
HAFIZON THE
09/05/2008

TO
MY DEARLY BELOVED NEFFY,
AFIZUL AMALIEE♥
ON THE
11/05/2008

TO
MY GOOD FRIEND SLASH COUSIN,
HANISAH

Sorry Nish, this is the latest picture of you that I have got. HEEE O=)

AND TO
GMAH KIUTT'S BELOVED ONE
FAKHRI

This picture is taken by Gmah herself. If you are reading this Gmah, I was actually kan upload you guys punya picture together but I know you would oppose for a particular reason that cannot be stated here. Gahaha.

ON THE
14/05/2008

GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.

run-dommm.

2008-05-14T20:08:00.001+08:00

GOOD LUCK YOU CHEMISTRY PAPER 31 PEOPLE!!

LT12 BLK5

2008-05-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

Yes, from the GDLs, to the Elevenians, to the China Towners(?), you just feel as good being in MD despite of being in the so-called groupers; I was meant to say that in MD, ~~we are racist~~ we are rational.
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HEEE. ^___^

For me its does feels good to be able to be ACCEPTED here. That is as far as I know.

They are crazy, its fun to hang out with them. ^_^

50106

2008-05-13T03:00:00.000+08:00

"Today marks the end of an intimate relationship but a beginning of a neverending story."

"I LOVE YOU, SISTA!" Gahaha! Capiee.

W&W

2008-05-11T13:26:00.005+08:00

"Eh kamu, on Saturday bis si Hazim kan surprisekan si Waley... and tarus si Wana punya bedday."

That was si babu, whispering to us and she even use post-its to tell us about the plan. GAHAHA. So yah, it was successful, I THINK. Though, si Waley pranked us back for making us wait at the Dining Hall for quite sometime, and for making us think that IA SUDAH BALIK! Shoot. He really knew how to surprise us but it was worth it because si Wana punya shocking face was mahal to capture at that moment. Huhu.
(Sorry for the broken language)

What I meant by NOT MINE is that its not me who capture it. And for the last photo... *giggles* SORRYYYYY BUT I CAN'T HELP IT BUT TO UPLOAD IT. Cute waa. Gehehehe.

Tagged by Nis and Tee.

2008-05-09T18:39:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Nis and Tee.

1. What would you find yourself doing at 4pm?
- zzzZZz.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
- Paris.

3. What are your favorite things to do?
- Improvising my photography skills, and watch K-J-T-Dramas, animes and read manga (sometimes).

4.Do you think money can buy happiness?
- Yes I actually agree. Have $$$ buy SLRs and all the lens kit, speedlite etc = HAPPYNESS! ...siigh.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
- To do things differently.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- I am learning to.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- Myself. (I am not joking or being sarcastic)

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- Fulfilling my wishes; confidential.

9. What is the most recent embarrassing thing you have done?
- "Sorry teacher, I thought I was Fahim." GAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!! You wouldn't understand. ;)

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
-1. They are nice to me. 0=)

-2. They are thoughtful.

-3. THEY ARE BOTH PRETTY~ =)

11. What makes you happy?
- Having people who TRY to make me happy, and ... photography.

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
- Who purposely TRY to hurt me.

13. What is your ambition?
- I will tell you that once I found it out myself.

14. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
- None. I am happy being an ordinary human being. (I am just too lazy to think about it)

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- ...

16. Do you think you are good-looking?
- *giggles* ......no.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
- Being paranoid, slacker, forgetful, ...

18. What music have you been listening to recently?
- The 60's. I know. Weird.

19. What is your favourite animal?
- None. I don't even have a pet.

20. What is your ultimate addiction?
- uhh, ntah. I don't feel addicted of anything nowadays.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

TAGTAGTAG- All in my link list. Its not 8 people, but who cares? HAA.

28/04

2008-05-06T01:30:00.003+08:00

"Tua ko ah~"
& I meant to greet her a Happy Birthday. Gehehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAAAAANA!
Sorry for this very belated birthday greeting post.

//God bless. Good luck in everything and LONG LIVE WANA!

HAA! X,X hehe

THE EYE.

2008-04-30T19:21:00.002+08:00

I was planning to use this picture for her birthday greeting post puulangg.
"Zer, jantah kambang nah yg mata mu lawa." GAHAHA.

coffs

2008-04-29T19:45:00.002+08:00

GAH, I cannot tolerate it.
This one is taken near Teacher Shika (sp)'s place.
I am quite worried about the TB thing going on at school because I have been having this irritating coughs all day, THOUGH I am not acquainted to the person who is infected.

'AS' IS COMING AND I AM NOT FREAKING READY FOR IT.

On hiatus.

2008-04-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

So this probably be the last post for this month (and probably next month) since there is only a month left to JUNE AS; I am going to start my INTENSIVE revisions.

I will be back for more.

P/S: I love leaf-less trees.

Not too much.

2008-04-19T02:43:00.003+08:00

GAH.
I tried not to be over confident for this upcoming June AS, and I kept telling myself, "I am not confident, I am not confident; I am just excited, this is excitation; I did it, and I can do it again." Convincing much, yes?

For last November AS, I did not do much revisions as I am now for June AS; this freaks me out. Big time. Because for one thing that I know about myself is that, I tend to flunk when things get too 'serious' and too organized.

What annoys me most is that people kept saying that I don't have to worry anymore about my Biology and/or that I will aced my June again. They are making me more and more aware of my own abilities, in a way that, it scares me. I know they are just trying to 'NOT discouraging' me and to them, as a way of support.

BLA BLA BLA

To Amalina, a very good friend of mine, if she is reading this (I hope she do read this someday): I care about the people who are kind to me, which includes you. Be strong, and do not hurt yourself IN ANY WAY. No cutting, no writing hurtful frustrated letters or post-its, no vandalizing yourself, no cursing (you don't curse, do you?), no punching, no everything that will result to more pain. OK? You are one, and probably the only friend that I have, who has this consistency in believing her own philosophy. This is my view about you so I am sorry if you don't feel that its right. One more thing is that, I really enjoy doing window shoppings with you. (:

Yet another.

2008-04-19T01:41:00.005+08:00

Kata Lala nya, why do I always post a photo per post/day?
And I answered her that I want to save space because if I were to post more than a photo per day, then people would have to scroll down like

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Penyeluru. Gahaha.

So this is LALA. I call this piece, patriotism in a gentle-er way. HEHEHE.

And this is the brother, ZAIM, yang suka tidor and main bola; and he said that thats the reasons why he has grown up so tall.

Right.

And at this moment, Si Gmah would say "Taie ko." Hahahaha.

Academic Awards NOV07

2008-04-17T22:14:00.004+08:00

CONGRATULATION!!

SiCKO

2008-04-15T20:10:00.004+08:00

"I ♥ SiCKO"

For the past 2 days, we finally finished watching a documentary by Michael Moore called SiCKO.
It was very appealing to me. And at the end, it gave us this sense of appreciation of what we have, and where we are now.

I really wanted to download the movie though.

www.michaelmoore.com

Itssy Bitsy ANT.

2008-04-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

Now thats the power of Photoshop.
I photoshopped this photo, magnified the ant to the ratio of 1:5.
So yah, just imagine, it was that small to that big.
And if you look clearly, you can see that my photoshopping skill is still messy.

P/S: Somehow it looks pretty unreal to me. Gah.

e-speed is back!

2008-04-13T23:15:00.002+08:00

THIS IS IN A WAY TO SAY THAT
"LETS CELEBRATE! E-SPEED IS BACK!"

Nyeh. I really could not tolerate of not having e-speed connection around.
Especially my midnights of no streaming dramas. ~.~

SeaMonkeys.

2008-04-09T22:00:00.004+08:00

First, it is not mine and that is obvious (thats me in the picture).
Second, I put up my trademark simply because it is a photo of myself.
GAHAHAHA.

And third, I look fat (x.x) and I am not denying it.
*nahan tawa*

The curves.

2008-04-01T21:17:00.004+08:00

My sister and I went out for a short outing at Jerudong, and was supposed to catch the sunset but we ended up having a photoshoot of hers and mine.

I felt sorry for my Lumix because I have been ignoring him for quite a while due to the presence of si Nikon D40x. This photo below is taken using si Nikon D40x. It looked slightly fade in colour (I, myself love to contrast).

For the need.

2008-03-27T20:03:00.001+08:00

MUST READ:
StudentHacks

SIDEKICK.

2008-03-25T18:49:00.003+08:00

I want these. Sidekick phones with the blingy.

JUNE 'AS' MADNESS

2008-03-25T03:58:00.005+08:00

AND so, I am taking Chemistry and retaking Mathematics for my June AS.
The 'C for P6' was not good enough. Bxtch.
AND God knows what will I be taking for November. I hope for less.
For the last 5 days I have been struggling to finish up a set of CHEM AS Paper 1 May/June 2001.
That was just a set... ONE SET... among the 11 sets that were given for a 10-day school term holiday.
Or maybe I complain too much.

That was just a freaking Paper 1, a paper of MCQs!
Those people who aced their Chemistry 'A' Level, how did you do it?!
It may sound that it is such a big deal.
BUT IT IS.

Brilliantly, I took advantage of Google and typed down...
"an easy way to memorize Organic Chemistry"
CLEVER EYH? Ghahahaaa.

&& I checked CIE for the June 'AS' 2008 timetable.
and....

O,O!?

MATHEMATICS PAPER 6 WHICH IS A FREAKING STATISTICS PAPER AND CHEMISTRY PAPER 2 WHICH IS A FREAKING STRUCTURED QUESTION PAPER IS ON THE SAME FREAKING DAY!

I overreacted... again.

Into the darkness

2008-03-21T17:52:00.003+08:00

Into what it seems to be... the darkness.
CLICHE`

Lets FLY

2008-03-21T17:22:00.003+08:00

Muara beach's playground.
"Weeeeeeeeeee~~~~"

The best duckies

2008-03-20T22:59:00.004+08:00

"This year's Duckie Next Top Model goes to...... *drum rolls*...."
I call them best duckies instead of best little kiddos. One less though. My niece Anish was not in the mood to join the photoshoot.

I know right. You have seen these kiddos a lot of times in a lot of posts.

A fine day

2008-03-20T18:32:00.003+08:00

When there is a statement on the photos saying "NOT MINE" means that the photos are not taken by me.

In fact, these photos below are taken by my sister with her D40x~
I just like them so much.

What I like about this photo is the variety of colour. You can't really see it here.

And this photo is because; I directed her to do that. Gehehe. No lah. It could have been better with higher light intensity.

She blossoms.

2008-03-18T21:07:00.003+08:00

"Ka, tumbuh bunga kaka ah."
Ghaha.
This is a pretty messy brush application since I was really rushing to finish it.
YET another attempt to Vectoring - or whateveritwascalled.

P/S: Sometimes people mistaken my sister as me or vice versa. First looks and voices, but not the height - I am taller. GHAHAHA. =p

Want a sip?

2008-03-18T20:53:00.003+08:00

Contrast the red. ;)

The D40x.

2008-03-18T19:12:00.000+08:00

My eldest sister got a D40x for her birthday.
WHY???!!!
I want!!!!

American Idol 2008

2008-03-17T20:52:00.005+08:00

I don't know but so far I like these two.
David Archuleta; especially with his "Imagine" & Jason Castro; all of his performances.
Their voices baby. Their voices.
Siiigh.

Panning.

2008-03-13T21:59:00.003+08:00

When I was 'searching' for any recent pictures of Muai for me to put up on my Brithday greeting post on '03/08', I found this and was going to post it up for the birthday thing but it is too subjective for just a brithday post. Ghehehe.

It is very candid and partially focused but luckily it did not 'distorted' Muai&friend's faces.
Hmm, probably a lucky 'panning' shot I guess.
What would I know.
I am after all still an amateur.

Engaged.

2008-03-13T21:50:00.003+08:00

Finally on 2/03/2008, Abg Sabree (LaLa's eldest brother) has 'engaged'.

03/08

2008-03-13T17:26:00.006+08:00

Its almost 2 weeks since. Gaah.
Anyways...

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS
TO

My eldest sister,
KAKA EZAH
ON THE
5/03/2008

AND TO
My 'bonding-bonding' friend,
JESLYN @ HII SOUK LENG @ SUKULENG @ SUKI
ON THE
6/03/2008

I don't know why but she probably was in desperation to convert into Islam. Gagaga.
Like what Sir Jul used to say "...veeery deceiving."

AND AND TO
My Biology classmate,
MUAI
ON THE
11/03/2008

ECA: Journal Club

2008-03-01T23:13:00.006+08:00

Since we had no Promotion Day during the ECA Day, by which clubs that are performable were the only ones who get to actually 'promote' their clubs by of course, performing in front of the mass of BEs. However, I did not get to be on duty on that day since my camera was dying, but I did get to record some of the performances. From the Srikandi's, Guitar Club's, Nisah's, BM Society's, Choir's, Traditional Dance Club's and Piano Club's. Sorry if I missed a club or two.

SO the following is one of the flyers that I made to promote Journal Club, which has not been printed yet. SO I thought I would first published it here.

Check our details here.

Orientation Day 2

2008-02-26T21:06:00.003+08:00

A not-so-hectic day.
The aura in the Auditorium was... suffocating.
I feel bored, though I had to take at least 200 photos.
Block 5: only Din and I were on duty. Jerold was late, and Mira, too.
I dared myself to go UP FRONT to take SOME photos of guy juniors because it would have been unfair to them.
As expected, none were as good. Low light intensity.
I should have played with ISO.
To my dismay, I saw Arif, my loooong lost neighbour.

Photo of the day: 'Just smile.' ...for now.
Some of the juniors will, sooner or later, understand what I meant by saying that.
I like this picture. Its totally candid.
Everyone can do this shot.

Orientation Day 1

2008-02-25T17:39:00.004+08:00

I try not to exaggerate but...
OH MY GOODNESS
BEs are outnumbering us!
They total up to 1000++ with 27 BE groups!
Which has exceeded 06/07 and 07/08 batches!
And the funny thing is, *giggles*....... never mind.
Luckily our GP class was cancelled, which makes me free on Block 1 and Block 5!
I get to be on duty! Yay.
Zazzu was luckier, he get to be there the whole day, with his cool ~~big ass~~ Nikon DSLR.
Mimi, Jerold, Mira and Syaz was there too, plus Din and Munir.
&& I met Agnes, Farah and Ezah, and some juniors from SMB!
&&& my cousin, Diah.
They (BEs) dominated the Canteen, and we only get to have lunch half an hour after, AND in Zerah's Maths class.

OK OK. Photo of the day! 'The boy band.'
It is not the best but I sort of like this photo.

Solid 8

2008-02-24T11:04:00.004+08:00

Teen Pregnancy

2008-02-23T04:03:00.005+08:00

I am out of words.

Just finished Juno.

I cried in the end, not that I am facing the same situation or something.

It made me wondered; what things would be like if you happen to be like her, how things will change, your faith and everything.

Take the recent child dumping; how cruel can the 'parent' be. But like my mom said, 'they' probably wasn't planning to suffocate that poor baby there, they probably just want him to be found by someone, which was why in the first place they put him there. This also made me think so much that why, WHY can't they just give him away for good - and to good people - those people who longed to have a baby boy all this years.

But the baby was after all meant to be in heaven.

Please, take responsibility.

I know this may sound like it is easy for me to talk it out; what if I face the situation itself? What would I be thinking?

Think.

Savvy.

2008-02-21T20:38:00.004+08:00

"You weren't here? ...I didn't notice."
Pity. I am unnoticeable.
2 months of school term, 4 absences.
"Yala t'cher, I am always weak!"
"Stress.. maybe? So you have to eat more and sleep more."
...but some notices too.
OK so, it has been ages since I got back to my primary school; S.R.A.P.
There was this tree near my grandma's place, and when at midnight, it looks pretty amazing to me. I always wanted to catch some of the moment at that time.
BUT since I am lacking SLR and this wide angle lens, whatever you would call it, I can only do the normal upward shot.
Contrast it and here is the result.
It looked like I was using some brush from PS.
But I like it.

P/S: This is taken during the day since I can only make it during the day.

Just hold on.

2008-02-18T18:10:00.003+08:00

"Do not stop. Just keep on trying."

Tagged by Amalish

2008-02-18T17:33:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Amalish.

1.Do you like anyone?
Well, I like my boyfriend. Any comment on that?

2. Are you flirty?
No.

3. Are you a player?
No.

4.Would you get back together with any of your exes?
I did.

5. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
Who? My girlfriends? No.

6. Do you want a valentine date?
We do not celebrate V Day.

7. Have you slept over at the opposite sex's house?
Do you mean cousin's?

8. Do you prefer group dates or single ones?
Single ones.

9. Would you kiss light or make out sessions?
Kiss LIGHT? Hmm, WHAT?

10. Do you like cuddling up while watching a movie?
No.

11. Any plans for valentines day?
We did not celebrate V Day.

12.What's the best valentines day present for a girl?
Making her day perfect.

13. For a guy?
Making his day perfect? What would I know.

14. Are you single or taken?
Proudly taken.

I tagged everyone on my link list. ;)

Foggy Night.

2008-02-17T18:15:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Kimah and LaLa

2008-02-17T17:45:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Kimah and LaLa.

Here are two simple rules:
1) Copy and then Answer the questions, if you're tagged
2) Tag other blogger buddies! (as many as you want)
===So let's get to know eachother a LITTLE better===

Tell me your real name
-D. N. Z. Hidayah

Your nickname(s)
-Zat, Z, Dayah.

Most weird name you were called
-Izzatil.

How about the most annoying?
-Katil.

Your sex
-Female

Your sexuality
-Straight

Your Birthdate
-7th November

Your sign
-Scorpio

Your current location
-Lala's place

Tell us about your lineage
-Pure Bruneian.

Your ethinicity
-Malay

Are you single/taken/attached/not available/available/married?
-Taken and not available

Highschool/College/University/Working?
-College

What subjects or course are you taking?
-BIO/CHEM/MTH/GP

What's your occupation?
-Full-time student

Do you drive?
-Yes. Lesen L. Haha.

Legally or illegally?
-Illegally

Do you smoke?
-No.

What is/are your fear(s)?
-Allah s.w.t.

Honestly, do you think your attractive?
-No.

Smart?
-Partially.

Funny?
-No.

What is/are your most over-used expressions?
-"Yaaataabaaa."

What about your most over-used pose?
-None.

Would you date someone ten years younger or older?
-Neither.

Best physical asset(s) of the opposite sex?
-Eyes.

Best non-physical asset(s) of the opposite sex?
-Understanding.

Best physical and non-physical asset YOU think you have?
-None. Don't even bother to know.

Now list out the people you want to tag!- let 'em know if you want them to answer:
Everyone in my link list. ;)

I am grateful.

2008-02-14T20:32:00.006+08:00

Frankly speaking, I have forgotten everything that I wanted to blog about.
Or probably... "Its an animal thing." - Vin Diesel ...uh, forget that.
Or maybe... lets pick a word.

Scholarship.

So OK, a week after I received my AS results, the word 'scholarship' came into my mind - it bothers me... so much. I have been longing to meet up my AE career counselor, to talk this out - what can I expect from my upcoming AS/A Level? etc. I got so confuse, really confuse just after receiving my results, as if I didn't have any more goals in life. I know this may sounded so, I don't know, cheesy or braggish maybe, but it is the truth. YES REALLY.

LISTEN. Nothing has ever occurred in my life in a way that something that I thought 'impossible' for me to achieve, are there, in front of my naked eyes. It just happened. When I read through my posts last Oct/Nov, exactly the time before I sat for my AS, I said something like "F!@#, and I have not done anything." It was true. I didn't even finished my past years papers.

NOT IN DENIAL ANYMORE. It motivates me. After all.

I have searched through MD HEU, UCAS and even British Council. I still don't get it.

Someone, anyone, HELP.

P/S: OH look. Thats my dad. He didn't know that I took this.

Be Loved

2008-02-13T20:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS
TO
MY LITTLE NIECE
Nur Anish Afiniee
ON THE

12/02/2008 AND TO

MY 'BE LOVED' FRIEND
Aziemah @ Gymah
ON THE
13/02/2008

Bubbly.

2008-02-13T17:53:00.004+08:00

I have so much to say.
Alhamdulilah
Allah s.w.t, the Mighty, the Merciful, with His consent, with His blessing,
I achieved what I wanted.
My Nov AS Level result. I was very contented with my (a) and (b).
Only God knows how surprised, how deniable, how thrilled I was at that very moment.
All that 'squeezing' through, was worth it.
The result really gave me a shock and even after a week, I still had the headache.
I really could not believe what I saw. I was impossible for a D student like me.
Anyways, congratulations to everyone who had achieved their AS/A Level expectations.
Especially for my MATH GEEK FRIENDS IN PTEB. Curse you people. Haha.

stupefyingeffect

Blupblupblup.

VERY BELATED, PRESENT AND VERY ADVANCED.

cheapskate

MY PAVVY!

CODED.

True, true.

Siapa sangka.

Book worm restored?

STRRIIKKEEEEEEEE.

Hello. I am back.

delighted...not.

FTW

a turn off

the cloister of trials

Tagged

GAKH.

the moment part 2

the moment

PRESENT TENSE

devmeet 2008

so much much more

geh.

its okay.

VK

PFFBTT.

o,o don't mind me.

very hectic

TAGGED

SUNAKO-ing

Holy shittake part 2

sweet revenge

progression

adulthood

paradox

pouting

in trance

sick and twisted

08/12/2008

skip a beat.

Merry-go-round. Wee.

A very loud giggle.

Holy shittake.

Not 'finally'; it is seriously annoying.

BRB

PFFBBT.

O,O SUNAKO-CHAN!

"CHEST or CHESS???"

Depression.

Baby turturs.

My goal.

too orange

16/05/2008

Craving?

VERY BELATED.

run-dommm.

LT12 BLK5

50106

W&W

Tagged by Nis and Tee.

28/04

THE EYE.

*coffs*

On hiatus.

Not too much.

Yet another.

Academic Awards NOV07

SiCKO

Itssy Bitsy ANT.

e-speed is back!

SeaMonkeys.

The curves.

For the need.

SIDEKICK.

JUNE 'AS' MADNESS

Into the darkness

Lets FLY

The best duckies

A fine day

She blossoms.

coffs